Get out of my house! I usually don’t say that anyone. No one really comes over to my house. I am secluded from this world like a prisoner in solitary confinement, but I have chosen my sentence. Each and every letter and word of it. Hard cold blue eyes turned teary eyed like a puppy at my harsh words. Who knew such a person could break so easily. I almost felt bad for what I had done. Ashamed of the words that rolled off my lips and stuck almost like knives in the heart of what one would call a guest. This wasn’t a guest. The blue eyed bastard was more cunning then a snake, more manipulative than a mongoose, if mongooses shared such a trait. Angels could be the devil in disguise and this baby fat cherub looking youth could have easily grown horns and walked over with a darn pitchfork. He know what he did. I could almost see the mischievous smile behind those teary eyes. He sniffed and rubbed off the perspiration leaking from his eye wholes. I wouldn’t have been surprised if a forked tongue sprung from his mouth and hacked up the bullshit he was keeping inside. “I’m sorry” he said “Sorry, my ass.” I shouted my face growing hot, as i whipped the front door and slammed it in his face as hard as I fucking could. Breathing heavy i leaned on the front door, winded with Olympic gold winning door shutting performance. That son of a bitch knows what he did. I’ll raise all hell and a hand basket to get him to admit what he had done. Sleep feel on top of me like a fallen angel, now it was my time to cry with fatigue and anger. How could he do such a thing to me. I didn’t even want to think about it as I dragged myself into bed. Hitting the bed with a thump and losing myself to cool pillows and soft blankets I feel swiftly into sleep faster than a crackhead snorting white stuff outside a Denny’s in mid July.

What was shown to you like glass beating in my chest, breaks that like of glass Delicate is my heart, and it must break In your hands my soul, why must you take? What gleams and shimmers must dull And what warms the soul now shivers Heartless? Well now you have what once was mine I told you to hold it close Is close just enough to shatter? Melting like a snowflake in the heat of time The tears fall down like rain, a pit and a patter Blood stains the hands that once have held my heart Hollow is the chest and once more the chill doesn’t warm even amongst the chatter.