Hi💖 I’m 15!!! 💕💕 GO FOLLOW “Makyla” SHES MY BESTIE IRL!!!💕💕💖💖💖💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️ also go follow ❤️❤️“Steven 🤙🏻” (he’s my boyfriend🥰) 🫶🏻🫶🏻Fav book is The Outsiders!! I’m ✨✝️Christian✝️✨and write about it so if you don’t like that then 🤷♀️
Hi💖 I’m 15!!! 💕💕 GO FOLLOW “Makyla” SHES MY BESTIE IRL!!!💕💕💖💖💖💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️ also go follow ❤️❤️“Steven 🤙🏻” (he’s my boyfriend🥰) 🫶🏻🫶🏻Fav book is The Outsiders!! I’m ✨✝️Christian✝️✨and write about it so if you don’t like that then 🤷♀️
Cold,
My mind,
Frozen my heart,
Empty my soul is,
Blood slowing at the start,
Breaking in pieces I cant control,
Losing a peace I barely even know,
Heart racing head pounding everything is spinning round,
Mind chasing room spinning walls and floor blurring now,
Trying to run away though chains have tied me down,
Overwhelmed, overstimulated, overtired, overused, overrated, overspent, overwork...
**On the outside I’m smiling wide, **
**On the outside I’m looking bright,**
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**On the outside I’m doing great, **
**On the outside I’m only love not hate, **
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Beneath the surface I am only cracks and dents,
Beneath the surface I only see broken and bent,
Beneath the surface I wonder how to mend this,
Beneath the surface I’m in therapy to end this
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Beneath the surface the cracks ...
The darkest orange hue,
Against the palest blue,
The sun, the sky, the silence,
I do enjoy this peace and quiet,
My breaths and beating heart,
Watching this work of art,
The sun dipping below the peaks,
The gold dancing between the leaves,
The grass with the wind’s song,
A tune for birds to sing along,
The rippling water calm and smooth,
The silence bringing a warming truth,
The beauty o...
“When everything’s made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am” I hear the faint whisper echoing through the halls of the dark castle. My breaths quicken as my hands begin to shake. I’m stumbling through the halls in my nightgown and tears stream down my face silently. My heart beat quickens and my knees buckle.
My whole body collapses as I see blood on my white nightgown. My own. My bre...
ITALY, JUNE 2024:
I thought it over that night as I stare blankly at my ceiling. Watching the fan blade turn slowly over and over like how I keep playing the events of that night over and over. Or how I’m turning my thoughts over and over unpacking every single detail about what he had said and what I believed.
I rolled over onto my stomach and grabbed my phone from my bedside table.
“Italy...
I’m fighting the urge
to write a thousand words
I know I’ll regret for sure
Thinking it through
trying to keep cool
and make sure it really is you
That Ive been looking for
before I hit the floor
and sink back down some more
But when I see that smile
though it took me a while
my fears start to unpile
And I laugh here with you
more than I’d do
with anyone else it’s true
So I’ll keep this a s...
ACTUALLY THIS IS A POEM🫶🏻
KASEY:
Do not go home tonight, at least not alone,
That’s what the message says, when I pull open my phone
Who’s it from I wonder, who could it be,
A secret admirer, someone who loves me?
Maybe I should fear this, for some reason i feel safe,
Maybe I could love it, maybe I’ll be ok
A smile spreads on my face, as I realize who it was, the pranks he pulls will n...
ITALY, JUNE 2024:
Sitting on the terrace by the coast is calming and beautiful. I stare out at the crystal waters thinking about how I came to be here. My parents escaped a cult when I was about 2 years old and they love retelling the story, though they say it’s not supposed to be for entertainment.
They turned in a cult to the police due to unlawful executions in order to get what they believ...
Everybody wants to judge, but no one wants to listen,
I try my best to get above but then I sink right back in,
I’m doing good I’m doing great, suddenly I’m down again,
Don’t know why but anyway, I’ll find a sooner end,
Make sure anxiety stays silent, no more of this fighting
Keeping my thoughts quiet, even if it doesn’t end I’ll at least keep trying...