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Hi💖 I’m 15!!! 💕💕 GO FOLLOW “Makyla” SHES MY BESTIE IRL!!!💕💕💖💖💖💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️ also go follow ❤️❤️“Steven 🤙🏻” (he’s my ❤️BOYFRIEND❤️🥹🥹) 🫶🏻🫶🏻he’s my favowite🥹🫶🏻❤️ I’m✨✝️Christian✝️✨ and write about it so if you don’t like that then 🤷♀️
TW: Self harm (not current)
I was given labels:
Main character
Annoying
Try hard
Stupid
“Bitch”
“Dumb ass”
Sinner
“Stalker”
Weird
Broken
Loser
Princess
Boring
Creep
Terrified
Tired
Care too much
Depressed
“Fat”
I dealt with:
Suicidal thoughts
Self consciousness
Self deprecation
Anxiety
Cut wrists
Shame
Tears
Being used
Betrayal
Fake friends
Exhaustion
Being lied to ...
Hope is the bridge between despair and joy,
For some it stands firm over slow trickling water,
For other the bridge is collapsing as the river overflows,
Tides pushing you towards the edge of disparity,
For some the bridge has been set ablaze and they have to run away,
For others they dive into the water until the fire has passed,
Letting the waves slowly bring them closer to joy rather ...
I stare at the dancing flame in the lantern for a minute before nodding.
The silence is thick and still. No one says a word. That’s when two men came rushing in.
“Sir, we got him.”
“Got who?!” I feel my pulse quicken and my breath gets stuck in my lungs. Tears start to fill my eyes. “Who did they get?!” This time I’m screaming. I don’t wait for an answer I shove my grandpa to the ground and pus...
Still sitting on the floor with Grayson, I began hyperventilating. My body went cold and numb and I couldn’t think straight. My breaths were shaking and out of control. I stood up and started pacing around the room shaking my hands at my side. This was completely new to me and I thought I was dying.
“Hey hey, it’s okay. We’ll figure it out it’s okay we’ll be okay,” he’s trying to calm me down, n...
I hear the clicking sound as I press the button on my tape recorder and begin speaking, “It’s been 2 hours of hiking and still no sign of the light house, I’m going to give it 30 minutes and if I don’t find it, I think it’ll be time to call it a day. No further notes.”I click the button again, this time to stop the recording.
The path I’m walking near is barely visible anymore, covered in twigs,...
Cold,
My mind,
Frozen my heart,
Empty my soul is,
Blood slowing at the start,
Breaking in pieces I cant control,
Losing a peace I barely even know,
Heart racing head pounding everything is spinning round,
Mind chasing room spinning walls and floor blurring now,
Trying to run away though chains have tied me down,
Overwhelmed, overstimulated, overtired, overused, overrated, overspent, overwork...
**On the outside I’m smiling wide, **
**On the outside I’m looking bright,**
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**On the outside I’m doing great, **
**On the outside I’m only love not hate, **
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Beneath the surface I am only cracks and dents,
Beneath the surface I only see broken and bent,
Beneath the surface I wonder how to mend this,
Beneath the surface I’m in therapy to end this
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Beneath the surface the cracks ...
The darkest orange hue,
Against the palest blue,
The sun, the sky, the silence,
I do enjoy this peace and quiet,
My breaths and beating heart,
Watching this work of art,
The sun dipping below the peaks,
The gold dancing between the leaves,
The grass with the wind’s song,
A tune for birds to sing along,
The rippling water calm and smooth,
The silence bringing a warming truth,
The beauty o...
“When everything’s made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am” I hear the faint whisper echoing through the halls of the dark castle. My breaths quicken as my hands begin to shake. I’m stumbling through the halls in my nightgown and tears stream down my face silently. My heart beat quickens and my knees buckle.
My whole body collapses as I see blood on my white nightgown. My own. My bre...