TW: Self harm (not current)

I was given labels:

Main character

Annoying

Try hard

Stupid

“Bitch”

“Dumb ass”

Sinner

“Stalker”

Weird

Broken

Loser

Princess

Boring

Creep

Terrified

Tired

Care too much

Depressed

“Fat”

I dealt with:

Suicidal thoughts

Self consciousness

Self deprecation

Anxiety

Cut wrists

Shame

Tears

Being used

Betrayal

Fake friends

Exhaustion

Being lied to

Abused

Torn

Crying to sleep

Taken for granted

Gossiped about

OCD

self harm

Depression

Too much water

Chew that gum

Anorexia

Broken heart

I was told:

“SH is cringe”

“Chin up”

“Only eat 500 calories”

“Whatever”

“Fake it til you make it”

“Okay? And?”

“You just want attention”

“I’m just kidding”

“You’re fine”

BUT THESE DO NOT DEFINE ME!!

For I am:

Chosen

Loved

Shameless

Blameless

Clean

Perfect

Imperfect

Cared for

Daughter

Child of God

Whole

Saved

One in 8 billion

I have a purpose

Purposeful

Taylor

I have a name

Beautiful

Redeemed

Worth it

Debt paid

Healed

God’s design

Jesus loves me

Fighter

Strong

He wants me

FREE

fearfully and wonderfully made

Made in his image

Living for a reason

Calm

Funny

Kind

Found

Someone

Lover

Girlfriend

Best friend

Close friend

Sister

Role model

Disciple

Student

Teacher

Caring

Silly

Sweet

Rested

He made me in his hands

He knows my name

I have a place

I have Grace

I have been saved and redeemed…

There was a relief in feeling the storms aproach,

knowing the worst was almost done,

For She is stronger than she knows…

Because she has Jesus the Lord, the one.