i honestly hate this one so feel free to ignore it

she said i was too short for the picture

too tall for my boyfriend.

he says i eat too much

but when i cut back, my parents force more food in my mouth.

mom says that she loves me no matter the grade

and switches up at the sight of a 75%.

why does nothing i do end well for me?

i was just trying to be what they wanted.....

petals fall like dreams

your smile, the sun’s gentle glow

warmth in the still night

we share whispers, soft and sweet

i find home within your light

———————-

petals weave through the dark

your voice, a dreadful river

drowning my heart

in the dance of shadows cast

by whispers in the night

I REALLY LIKE THIS OMG 😱...

i always put him up on a pedestal

“he’s the greatest!”

“super nice guy!”

comparing us day by day

i never thought i could reach him

one afternoon he opened up

spoke of issues i never even thought

somone like him could have

_then_

you said something i could never forget

**“do you think the sun gets lonely up there?”**

_i had never even questioned it_

it’s so high up

tall and mighty

that no one ...

this little necklace

a pink and blue star dangling on a chain

symbolizing those 2 kids back then

who were children of the sun

the sun from which i came from aswell

oh, how those stars made me happy

but when that sun exploded

so did they

this little necklace

at a time showed me joy

now shows me sorrow

-our solar system was once together

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idk i was feeling broken family vibes 🤷...

Every girl always thinks she wants a “bad boy”, but they have no idea what it’s like. We loved one another, but he has such an intensity to him. You cant escape once your in this deep- my world consumed by his recklessness. Now, I’m not sure my feelings are love. When I look into his eyes, I see my future go up in flames. Too late now. I’m his till death.

(sorry that was bad lol)...

(Characters from an old story written at school)

Leaves crunch under our feet. “Where are we going, Claire?” he asks. I peer over my shoulder and see James dragging his feet as we walk. “ Oh, come on- you don’t remember this place?” I ask.

“How could I? We’ve been on lots of adventures, I can’t even remember yesterday’s!”

“Well, maybe this will refresh your memory,” I respond, holding up an old ...

“can you eat dirt?”

“candice…. what?”

“come on, answer the question!”

“common sense is what you need. no, I can’t eat dirt.”

“calm yourself…”

“candice please- you weirdo.”...

my love passes young

i’m wishing to go see her

but the things i’ve done…

all those horrid things

heaven won’t open for me

you’ve been watching too

maybe I’ll be king

rule the people down below

will you still love me?...

if your hand could reach inside to my heart

what would you do with it?

would you squish it with your menacing fist?

hold it with safety in mind?

i never know what you are thinking

-i wish i could read you...

I overcompensated when bringing us back together. I put in all my effort to repair our friendship. I tried. I just miss what we used to be.

Hot summer days of running around the neighborhood. Climbing trees and talking about who we wanted to be. Eating lemons and trying not to make a face. Bouncing on the trampoline when we had too much energy. Then, falling asleep in the grass till our parents c...