2 years

And I hope your feeling better now

You left us behind

For a saner life

With all the chaos you’ve left behind

I’ve managed to find some sanity

In the thoughts of you

The world is missing your drinking habits

Your beer belly

Your Facebook friends

Your paisley shirts

And your miss fitted grin

Let me speak a little more

Laugh some more

Dance some more

Help some more

Thank more

List...

I’m afraid of my reflection

Have you ever wondered if your a ‘good person’ ?

Are your polished polite smiles to strangers genuine ?

Is your advice In the best Interest of other people?

Or have you made yourself believe you do it for everyone else ?

I’m afraid if I look into my reflection for long enough I’ll walk further into admiring my fluorescent Persian blue eyes and into a shadowed city...

Don’t apologise to me , like you understand what you did. You only said sorry to ease your own conscience

‘ I’m working on being a better person ‘ you said

And I stupidly replied ‘ I’m happy for you ‘

Because yes I am , it’d light my heart to hear your happy.

But your not , and neither am I

“It’s good that your not forgetting about your mistakes like a lot of people do “ I said

But I’m the ...

A heathens lost city , old broken stone stretched across land that echoes screaming grief of living loved ones.Every soul that sinks bellow the posts of their death bed , will ring the broken bell of death . It’s ashy burnt rope that ties them to the floor of ancient freedom , it’s pale velvet tin walls travel to the floor of earth where the kneeling mourners cry to their saddened shoes . It’s ine...