04:44am - Friday morning
Irony (character name ]awoke suddenly before 5am, as usual, to the usual combination. Ie a plethora of unwanted thoughts, rapid heart rate, spasms, pains, floppy limbs, a pounding headache, weakness, discomfort, anger, desire to have not woken at all, fatigue and the pressure to force a smile of gratitude to God etc …
However this time it was much worse…
This wasn’t he...