I question why God created me

Knowing I’m a sinner

I find my self questioning if his death was enough for me

To see me in a different light

To thinking deeper in the words I write

Out of sight out of mind

But it’s in my mind even out of sight

On this wave I ride

But I’m

Afraid my faith isn’t strong enough to write my rights

My wrongs

My tongue

My tomb

My doom

Death by you

Death by me

I killed me even if you killed me

I’m afraid of falling but don’t have enough strength to fly

Falling from the heavens to the hell sky’s

It’s hard to believe what I can’t see with my sights

And when I die and open my eyes

I have no idea were I’ll lie