She watches
From the corner of my eye
While I lace up my shoes
And rise from the bathtub,
Toes pruned, mind tired.
She waits
For me to be silent
So I fill up the air with junk noises
To keep her at bay.
Sheās trying
To signal that someday Iāll join her,
My wings will fall off
I will shed
Like a monarch turned blue
Starving, drying out, crumpled
But patient.
Sheās patient.
She knows that Iāll hav...