Writing Prompt

POEM STARTER

‘Time had never passed so slowly'

Write a poem that concludes with this line.

Writings

Sickness

You left my nose running, Like a faucet that won't stop, Dripping endlessly, Leaving me in a state of discomfort, Searching for a tissue, To stop the flow of mucus, But you, my dear, are nowhere to be found.

Your absence is felt keenly, As I sniffle and sneeze, Attempting to clear my sinuses, But all in vain, For you are not here to offer comfort, Or fetch me some medicine, To ease my symptoms and soothe my sore throat, And some tissues for my runny noise.

I remember the times, When you would make me tea, With honey and lemon, And tuck me into bed, With a warm blanket and a soft kiss, Your presence a balm to my sickness, But now, all I have is the memory, Of your care and kindness.

I reach for the phone, Hoping to hear your voice, To feel a little less alone, But it remains silent, No text, no call, no text message, Just the sound of my own breathing, And the incessant drip, drip, drip, Of my nose running unchecked.

As I lay in bed, Feeling weak and achy, I long for your touch to alleviate my misery, To bring me warmth and solace, But you're nowhere to be seen.

I try to distract myself with a book or a movie, But my mind keeps coming back to you, And how you used to nurse me back to health, With your gentle touch and loving gaze, And now, I am left to fend for myself, As I drown in the sea of my tears, Missing you more than words can express.

I long for the day, When you will walk through that door, With a smile on your face and a comforting embrace, To chase away my illness, And bring back the warmth and joy, That only you can provide, But until then, I am left with a runny nose, And a heart heavy with longing.

So I sit here, with my nose running, Like a faucet that won't stop, Dripping endlessly, Leaving me in a state of discomfort, Searching for a tissue, To stop the flow of mucus, But you, my dear, are nowhere to be found.

Attack (vent)

I’ve had two of these. One today at karate and one yesterday at school

There’s a screech. A sound ringing in my ears, repeating over and over again my poor, misled fears, a voice that won’t stop breaking me down again.

They’re looking at me. I’m messing up. How am I supposed to keep up with them? They do their own things, and I’m breaking down. Stop showing weakness. Please stop. Please stop. They’ll think you’re weak. You are weak.

I can’t handle it anymore. I have to walk out of the door. They won’t try to find me. I’ll hide away, just while I try to calm down. When my face isn’t burning, When my hands aren’t shaking, When my breathing is controlled.

I want to cry out. Can somebody try and find me? I want someone to care. I can’t tell them all. But I need someone to know. Please. Help. Me. It hurts.

My face burns My heart races I can’t think straight I need to pace I need to sit down My hands shake My legs wobble I can’t see correctly My head hurts I can’t think straight.

I’m okay. I’m okay. I’m… okay. I’m okay, I promise.

…did I just break a promise…?

It hurts. They all look at me, like they know what happened. At karate, they looked understanding, most confused, though. But at school they treated it like I’m the rotten one of the bunch. Just because my heart beats quicker I need to pace but need to sit down my head hurts my eyes burn my face tingles and burns I can’t think straight I’m shaking. It hurts. Please, can someone help?

These attacks are now daily, but I don’t want to tell my parents. They don’t need to worry more than they already do.

Am I doing too much? I procrastinate a lot. I’m playing a long piece of music, working on writing a book, testing for karate, doing homework, is that too much? I’m so tired. I wake up sore and early, I don’t want to do anything. Math is hard. My teachers hate me. My grades need to be high. Nobody can know why I’m so stressed. I’m missing him as well. I need him to know.

I need my anxiety attacks to stop.

I’ve had six in the past two weeks.

Please stop.

How do I stop them without telling my parents?