âI need you to listen to me very carefully. You don't know me, but I know you.â
The voice came in a tangle of the wind, a whisper neither rough nor sweet in her ears.
On her balcony, above the palace gardens, Princess Rena glanced around. Vibrant green grass decorated the land, and elegant rows of topiary trees, clipped into shapes of fluffy sheep, extended for miles, rolling deep over the horizon.
Above, the rich blue sky reflected the world's calm, and, neatly positioned in her peripheral, the sun smiled, prickling Renaâs body with warmth. Cool air brushed her skin, but she felt no need to shiver. She could taste the salt of the far-off sea on her tongue, the breeze a calming murmur in her ear.
But she saw no people. Nor heard the harmonious tweet of birds.
She was aloneâcompletelyâexcept for that voice.
âWho said that?â Rena asked.
âLook down.â
She did as the voice said, peering down from the tip of her nose. At her feet, perched by the toes of Renaâs silver slippers, was the smooth body of a frog, stripes of deep black running down its orange back.
Rena marked her book with a pressed forget-me-not. âA frog?â She said, shuffling half an inch backwards. She didn't feel any fear toward the frog, but something in the back of her mind told her to step back. Something to do with coloursâIf only she knew what it was.
âYou are a frog,â Rena continued. âHow... peculiar. Tell me, little frog, how is it you speak?â
The frogâs throat bulged, and its two unblinking yellow eyes held the Princessâ gaze. For a moment, Rena believed herself foolish.
Too many fantastical tales, she chastised. Too many hours spent alone.
Frogs couldn't speak.
But rather than be rudeâeven to an affiliation of her imaginationâPrincess Rena crossed her ankles and curtsied.
âApologies, little frog,â she announced, âbut it appears I may have had too much sun, and therefore I must go. I bid you a good day.â She bowed her head and turned towards the white wings of silk curtains fluttering from the open windows.
âWait. Please do not abandon me yet. Stay out here, if only for a moment.â
Rena stopped, but she didn't turn. âIs this my imagination?â
âEverything, one way or another, comes from imagination.â
âYou asked me to listen,â Rena murmured. She clutched her book close to her chest and glanced at the frog over her shoulder. âSaid you knew me; how is that?â
The frogâs throat ballooned, and its mouth remained closed when it spoke. âWe have met before.â
âForgive me, little frog, but had we met before, I do not believe I would have forgotten someone like you.â
Beads of slime glistened like a jewelled chain over the frog's body. Its foot twitched, and it leapt forward. âWhere are we right now?â It asked.
âPardon?â
âWhat do you see? Look around.â
Rena stepped around the frog and looked back across the quiet of her kingdomâat the colourful perfectness of it all. It was beautiful, as always, a fairytale painting brought to life.
âDoes it feel real?â
Renaâs eyebrow raised at the frogâs question. âReal?â
"To you. Is this real to you?"
"Of course it's real. The sky, the trees, the grassâ All of it. And pardon me for saying so, but it is you, little frog, who doesn't feel quite real.â
âThatâs because Iâm not.â
Rena frowned. âThen what are you, if not real?â
âIâm a subconscious,â the frog said, its throat bulging. âYours, to be exact.â
Impossible, Rena thought. She wasn't some wooden puppet. She was a girl, a real girlâa princess.
A princess...
Princess?
The title sounded strange in her mind, a repeated word losing all sense of meaning.
Pulling the book closer, Rena wrapped her arms around her waist and stepped back. âWhat is this?â she asked. Her voice felt small, too small, caught by the wind and taken far, far out to sea. âYou can't be my... Subconscious. You're a frog!â
âAnd you're in a story. Do you remember the tales your mother would read?â
âExcuse me, astory?â
The ground shook. Rena stumbled, and her book tumbled to the floor. A crack split in the balcony stone, and a loose fragment crumbled over the side. The frog lept, landing next to Renaâs book.
âThis is important, Rena,â the frog declared. âAnswer the question.â
The question.
âYes, of course,â she said quickly, âEvery night, sheâd read a different tale, worlds of magic and monsters. Adventures beyond my wildest dreams. I would always say that was where I wanted to go. It was where I felt saââ
Rena slapped a hand over her forehead.
White hot pain cut rivulets behind her eyes. Her vision blurred. Pins and needles prickled the edges of her spin. âFrog, whatâs... Happening?â
âYouâre remembering, Rena.â
Light flashed. A crack of thunder tore through the sky. Dark clouds scrubbed away the blue, bringing with them a howl of wind from the east.
Rena's dress whipped against her ankles, and a chill scratched its harsh claws against her skin. But despite that, sweat began to collect on her upper lip and the small of her back. Her heart quickened. Her tongue felt too large in her mouth, too dry.
This wasn't real.
âThis isn't real.â Rena breathed. âAgh!â She screwed her eyes. âMy mindââ
âIt's natural to feel confused,â the frog said smoothly. âIt will take a moment for you to understand. It's a protection Rena, a precaution; it's your body safeguarding itself.â
âIt hurts,â Rena moaned. âHow could I not know?â
âA part of you did. Look at your book.â
Rena glanced down and read the gold lettering, âNatural Toxins, Flora and Fauna.â
The frog hopped to the book and flicked a webbed hand over its eye. A string of slime swung from its body and over the top of the book. The cover flipped open.
Between the pages, Renaâs pressed forget-me-not caught the wind and flew into the sky. And Rena realised.
âI was poisoned. By what?â
The frog blinked.
âBy you?â
Lighting flashed, and the world beyond turned white. A high whine pierced Renaâs ears. She fell backwards...
Falling...
Falling...
Metal struck the back of Renaâs head. Copper stung the inside of her mouth; she had bit her tongue.
Above, candles flickered, and she could smell the tang of smoke and mildew. Rena tried to move, but a figure, cast in shadow, loomed over the side, their hand pressing into her shoulder.
âWill she be okay?â A voice spoke, and the shadowed figure moved.
âThe dream state can muddle the mind,â another said, âtransporting the subconscious to where the host feels safe. The location can varyâa sunny beach, a cosy library, your grandmaâs kitchen. It doesn't even have to be a real place. Where ever Miss Rena went, that's her safe place.â
âBut she's back now? She's safe.â
âIn time, she will be. Iâve neutralised the poison, so her body will heal, but her mind... It will... Take time.â