I lay in the middle of the woods with the stabbed on my stomach bleeding out, as the sun was going down slowly and night fall was about to start. The wind blows slowly making the leafs dance around on the ground. Now,No one’s around. No one is here to help me. I have no one on my side… I just wish. I wish I never said anything, if I never did I wouldn’t be in this mess. I wouldn’t be on the ground...

I wish I had never pulled that trigger. If I hadn’t, maybe things would be different. I would be snuggled on a couch at home, petting my dog, my wife beside me, my children playing on the rug.

But no. Here I am instead, in this dirty rotten jail cell. I sit on the cot, armed with a filthy sheet and a thin, moth eaten blanket. I curl up on it, tears streaming down my face as I think of what my lif...

I wish I never hurt you

This pain in your eyes

But I didn't know what else to do

It was the only way to get you away from my life

My mother is peacefully gone

And my father has left me

So what's done is done

But you were my everything

I never would have hurt you

If it was a good reason of that mile

Because I didn't want was happening to me happen to you too

I couldn't bear to not see th...

I wish I never smiled like this,

I wish I never laughed like I do,

I wish I never loved like I do.

I hate the way my chin looks when I smile.

I hate the way I get made fun of for my laugh.

I hate the way I fall for anyone who is kind to me.

All just because I haven’t had nice people often.

I wish I never knew you Mady,

I wish I never said what I love you Sam,

I wish I never lost you ellian...

I wish I had never noticed you

Who stood out from the crowd

Now I know I’ve been swimming

In those deceitful eyes of blue

I wish I had never fell for you

So innocent, you seemed

Did you know this love would fade?

Or be ripping at the seams?

I wish I had never played your game

You drew your bow and pulled it back

Struck me with immaculate aim

Your arrow poisoned my heart and it faded to black

I...

I wish I never met you then

I would never hurt again

Cause I’m so caught up in you lies

And all your narcissistic cries

Pity games are not much fun

And I’m unsure when ours begun

I’m just so sick of all your excuses

And our friendships toxic misuses.

I wish I can ditch you here

But you refuse to disappear

And I feel stuck in your web of hate

And I’m too tired to debate

So I’ll just feed ...

I wish I never saw your face

Because since that day

Things haven't been the same

I wish I never knew your name

Because your simple phrase

Eats away at my brain

I wish I never said hello

Because our friendship

Was the beginning of my doom

I wish I never touched your heart

Because now I'm lost

Missing my spark

I wish I never said goodbye

Because now you're gone

My life is done...

I wish I never did this,

But the deed is on my hands,

I wish i never said this,

But i testified on the stand.

I hope Ill never say this,

But i guess i will,

I hope ill never say that,

The crime was such a thrill.

I know I shouldn’t be this,

But now I’m a happy like bird,

Because the man I hurt is changed now,

At least, that’s what I heard.

They wished the shame would haunt me,

But I’m not reall...

I wish I never took that chance

I wish I never let you in

I wanted you

But you turned the other way

My heart pounds every time I see you

My boyfriend

Clueless

Still no idea of the dark thoughts that swarm me at every hour of every day

It squeezes and compresses

My skull, aching every time I see you

That night was surreal

I’m not sure it even happened

All I know is that you took a piece of me wit...

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The one who wasn’t my boyfriend.

The one I argued on street corners with.

The one who told me he’d never met anyone like me.

The one I stayed up late talking, deep into the night.

The one who skipped work to take me out.

The one who said he loved me.

The one I kissed again.

The one I kept saying no to.

The one I enjoyed having power over. The one I knew would do anything for me.

The ...