You probably heard of the mental zoom that tries to consume and convince your brain your destined for doom .

Survival of the fittest sound cliche when your mind is the monster playing a game to bring your ultimate shame .

The way your own skin is built on guilt , you fear the dark cause you know you’ve lost your spark.

A painful cycle of night to day were happiness doesn’t seem to stay .

Smiles are something you can’t invent a pain you can’t repent a constant shadow shifting through the rift of my existence .

Just take a deep breath forget about the thoughts that encourage my death .

_Meditate , medicate doing anything I can to change my fate ._

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_Praying hope will last as my future fades fast._