i’m breaking as you break the glasses

on the floor by my feet

i’m shaking as you shake my mother’s ashes

i’ve fallen to my knees

it’s taken everything i’ve lived for

to not take everything from you

ill just lay in this bed, fear for the next morning with you

i wake up to the sound

of rain on the ground

i look all around

you can’t be found

i get up from our bed

the sheets a bloody mess

i wonder did you get any rest

i wonder if you left

i walk by the room

where it happened last night

i prepare for a fight

but you look confused

you cleaned up the mess

the broken pieces on the floor

you even made breakfast

i’ve never seen this before

i sit next to you at the bed

but i start to fall asleep

i wake to you wanting me dead

i realize it was all a dream