Thinking this would be it

The new start

But ones again I am the quiet kid

In the shadows

Hidden from all the shining people I see from my corner

I love watching them

Though I can not help but wonder

What if I was that shining light

What if I was the one, that everyone wanted on there side

What if I was out

Dancing in the light

But no

No… I am in the shadows everyone passes without even looking

Looking if someone

Someone like me, sitting there and watching

They never look

Never look for the darkness in the shadows

Never look for the warm heart’s that is hidden in the shadows that they pass

But I am here

Right in front of the shining light

But still in darkness

A new start..

..A new start

What is an new start?

When I always end up in the shadows

New shadows

Old shadows

But always in the darkness of the shadows

Maybe I am the shadows

The darkness

Maybe there will never be an new start for me