I doubted my trust

in You

How could I ever follow

one whom I cannot see?

I thought You put storms

in my life

on purpose

How could You be so

horrible?

So I didn't

believe

My family

sad

My friends

didn't know

That was, until

my storms got bigger

I faced more

challenges

Without

You

I wanted to

give up

Never again

I came back

to You

I still had

storms

But I faced them

with You

Through

You

I began to trust

You

My world didn't get

better

Better in the way of

money or

fame

It got better

because

I knew I was

with You

And I loved

You

And You loved

me

You are perfect

the holy trinity,

You are

And someone perfect,

loved me

Even when I saw

my sin

As the biggest

tower,

You saw it

from above

they all were the

same

To You

All I had to do

was ask

For forgiveness

And You gave it to

me

So

never again

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fyi this did not happen to me, but i synthesize with anyone who has experienced this