When I look in the mirror

I see me

An average girl

With dirty blonde hair

Blue eyes

And some freckles

Some might say she’s beautiful

Some might think otherwise

But inside

I’m not that girl

That girl who looks calm

Quiet

And peaceful

That’s the outside

On the inside

I’m happy

I’m excited

I’m joyous

I’m a ray of sunlight

I’m a shining diamond

I’m funny

I’m nice

I’m gorgeous

I try to be my best

But sometimes my sun never shines

And neither does my diamond

And sometimes my niceness goes away

The happy feelings fade away

Just like my motivation

On the inside

I’m a wreck

I’m mad

I’m sick

I’m falling

I’m tired

I’m sleeping

I’m crying

I’m crazy

I’m insane

I’m gone

I’m not perfect

I never will be

Neither will you

But never stop trying ❤️