I wonder if you are really listening,

Can you even hear me?

I’m drowning alone,

And you don’t seem to see.

I scream

Into the void

But you don’t seem

To hear a word.

You’ll never believe me,

You’ll say it’s all in my head,

That I made a bad choice,

So why am I not dead?

Or am I?

Not quite dead,

Not quite alive.

You still can’t see it from my side.

You don’t hear a word I say,

You don’t really even try.

You can’t probably would never know,

But every night I cry.

I never want to fight with you,

I don’t want to be alone.

But I don’t want to be hurt more,

Life’s already been so cruel.