I see the cemetery out my window.

The window frosts up and the mist creeps between the graves.

I feel faded, foggy. Damp.

My hand cuts through objects, my mind shifts through images of last night.

Stop. Please stop.

Can you hear me?

Is it in my head?

My ears ring, the soulless sound.

I feel the way I move in and out.

My vision elongates and statics.

Stretching and warping.

It creeps up ...

I open my mouth to scream,

But only a small noise escapes my lips.

It’s like my lungs are being

Filled with water

And all I can do is gasp for air.

I try to cry out for help

But nobody comes…

Can you hear me?

Can you hear the absolute terror in my voice?

I need help,

I’m drowning in this house

And need out…

Some one please help me

Before my voice goes silent,

Before I loose this fight....

Can you hear me?

We hear that phrase so many times in our lives

It’s a phrase that we both love and despise

It’s amazing really

What that phrase can do

It can make others be silent

Force them to listen to you

It gives you a power unlike any other

To make others listen and see them cower

But on the flip side

We cower in fear

You silence our voices

As the end draws near

How will I survi...

listen close

I am here

I don’t make a sound

but I am here

can you hear?

look closely

can you see?

I go unnoticed

slip through the cracks

still

I am here

do you hear?

do you see?

listen closer

carefully now

I’m silent but

I am here

I always have been

look closer

that’s it

I’m invisible but

I am here

and I’m not going anywhere

I am here

I’ve been here

can you hear me now?

can you see me now?

do ...

hello?

can you hear me?

i’m right here…

can’t you see me?

no…

not you too…

am i still invisible?

trapped so deep within myself,

that no one will ever see me.

the forest is dark here.

and alone i wander.

my feet get stuck in the cold marsh of memories

as i drag my way through.

there’s a fog,

it rolls around obscuring every truth in this path.

warping beautiful things,

and making the...

I’m tired of hearing who I’m supposed to be.

And I’m tired of hearing the constant doubts.

I want to have faith.

Please,

Let me have faith....

As I embark on this journey today,

I need to set my eyes on You, my lifeline.

The world’s beginning to crumble like clay

As I embark on this journey today.

The plot’s upon us and time slips away;

Beware that soon there will be no more “next time.”

As I embark on this journey today,

I need to set my eyes on You, my lifeline....

I stay screaming at you

For help

For love

For anything

For the littlest bit of attention

Smoke….

Smoke….

I tell you to smoke to let me out

To let it all out

To understand me better because you think I’m the problem

But you are the one hanging yourself screaming for help from others

That will never help

Or listen

Or care

They can try to help but nothing will work unless you work on it...

I wonder if you are really listening,

Can you even hear me?

I’m drowning alone,

And you don’t seem to see.

I scream

Into the void

But you don’t seem

To hear a word.

You’ll never believe me,

You’ll say it’s all in my head,

That I made a bad choice,

So why am I not dead?

Or am I?

Not quite dead,

Not quite alive.

You still can’t see it from my side.

You don’t hear a word I say,

You don’t really e...

A dancing string of words

Speaking and thinking

And singing and screaming

Unintelligible words

Words that fly

Above the high

You get from continuously

Hating yourself

But still past your ears

Into a void

A solemn empty space

A blank masked face

Eyes hidden under curtains of shadow

You don’t look up so you don’t know

The true sentence intentions

Behind the inventions

You broke yourself into pie...