I walk home alone, clutching my arms to my chest and trying not to cry. I walk home alone everyday, nothings changed but today I notice reality. I realized that I don’t have anyone to take me home. I don’t have a boy to hold me or walk beside me making sure I feel safe. No one who would give up everything to be with me. That’s all that I could think of as I walked home.

I looked to my right to see a boy and a girl hugging. They both looked about my age. The boy held her close like he was never going to let go. He held her like it was the last chance he had to hold her. They pulled apart and he grabbed her by her waist pulling her close again. He kissed her and she wrapped her arms around his neck. When they stopped she rested her head on his.

“I love you.” I heard her say.

“I love you so much,” he replied,” your my whole world.”

They walked down the road hand in hand talking and laughing together as if they had all the time in the world. A tear fell from my cheek but I quickly rubbed it away. All I could think about was how I didn’t have that. And l wanted was that.

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I’m sorry if this makes anyone else depressed. If you relate to this then know that you’re not alone. Know that there is someone out there for you 💕 I struggle sometimes to believe that. But you are loved even if you don’t have that special someone ❤️ you’ll find your person and everything will be okay. Just know that you’re not alone and I know how you feel. I find that friends are the easiest way to cope with it. Even though friends aren’t the same as that person, I find that friends like Just Another Teenager Girl help me so much by helping me know that I am valued and loved. Thanks so much 💕 to everyone else out there, your time will come ❤️ and if it already has then, lucky you 💕 cherish it because some of us aren’t as lucky. 💕 💕💕💕