Surely they all hate me?

Paranoia’s changing my sight,

I can’t clearly see,

I’m stuck in fight or flight.

Either I’m the best or I’m the worst,

Either I’m so smart or I can’t think,

I think I’m probably maybe cursed-

Did that guy just wink?

My reality’s distorted,

But that’s really okay!

My life has become contorted,

Now, delusions please go away!

Maybe this is just a vent,

But I’m kind of scared…

Surely this is hell-sent?

My mind must be somehow impaired?

Anyways, I’m quite confused!

It doesn’t matter;

The bomb is difused,

And did I mention it doesnt matter?