I laugh because I’m expected too

Though my sobs aren’t so different

My smile only a deceiving mask

You don’t see me

Though my sobs aren’t so different

From the low bellow of my laughs

You don’t see me

When the pain roots from that same bellow

From the low bellow of my laughs

Are the screams you will never hear

When the pain roots from that same bellow

The tears never stop

Are the screams you will never hear

The screams that make me hate you?

The tears that never stop

Just a waterfall of my anger?

The screams that make me hate you

Are rooted beneath my sorrow

Just a waterfall of anger

Or a stream without happiness

Are rooted beneath my sorrow

A light at the end of the dark?

Or a stream without happiness

Will it be the ultimate ending?

A light at the end of the dark

An impossible thought so

Will it be the ultimate ending?

The choice between life and death

An impossible thought so

I laugh because I’m expected too

The choice between life and death

My smile only a deceiving mask