There is nobody here
To watch me break down
I’m completely alone
With nobody to run too
I look at you with tears in my eyes
Begging you
To understand me
But how could you
It’s not your fault
It’s not anyone’s fault
It’s all in my head
After all
I would try to explain
To you
But I refuse to breakdown
In front of you
Now I’m yelling at you
Angry for no reason
At least no reason
That you can see...
I wish I had never let go
That dark brown hair
And matching eyes
Complimenting my lighter
Bluer, blonder features
I wish I had never let go
How we could laugh together
Cry together
Heal together
Even run together
Running from our problems
Running to heal
Running to each other
Running to no one else
Running instead of going to therapy
But now we both need therapy
You go because your now friends
...
I laugh because I’m expected too
Though my sobs aren’t so different
My smile only a deceiving mask
You don’t see me
Though my sobs aren’t so different
From the low bellow of my laughs
You don’t see me
When the pain roots from that same bellow
From the low bellow of my laughs
Are the screams you will never hear
When the pain roots from that same bellow
The tears never stop
Are the screams you wi...