trapped in this void of nothingness

bound to chains of silence

watching my life pass by

a stranger to my home

bound to chains of silence

veil upon veil suffocating me

I'm a stranger to my home

No longer human just a pile of fabric

veil upon veil suffocating me

Shuffling around like a shadow

No longer human just pile of fabric

and no one cares

no one care I've faded

no one cares i have emot...

Confusing,

I don’t know what to feel.

Insane,

Is any of this even real?

I don’t know what to feel,

My head and my heart are conflicted.

Is any of this even real?

Is this a prison, we’re all convicted?

My head and my heart are conflicted.

My heart has my head evicted.

Is this a prison, we’re all convicted?

My movements, my feelings restricted....

If I had nothing to write about

I’d write regardless

And if I had to write without regard

I’d write true to my heart

I’d write regardless

Disregarding any if ands or buts

I’d write true to my heart

And I’d be happy doing so

Disregarding any if ands or buts

It’s easy when I have nothing to write about

And I’d be happy doing so

Because I’d think with the words

It’s easy when I have nothing...

Isn’t lovely

All alone

Heart made of glass my mind of stone

Tear me to pieces skin and bone

All alone

Ripping myself apart at the seams I

Tear me to pieces skin and bone

Grinning as rubies spill from my flesh

Ripping myself apart at the seams

Caught in this cycle of self destruction

Grinning as rubies spill from my flesh

A small solace for the pain in my chest

Caught in this cycle of self...

Tw: eating disorders

Get into character

Put on a pretty smile

Fix your clothes

Its time to start the show

Put on a pretty smile

Its okay they wont know

It time to start the show

Just hold it in a little longer

Its okay they wont know

Youre seconds away from throwing up

Just hold it in a little longer

Come on you're fine

Youre seconds away from throwing up

From the very little food you ate

Bu...

I can’t stand you

She yells

And I please

I can’t love you anymore

I don’t wanna see you

She yells

Walking these halls

I can’t you love you anymore

I don’t wanna see you

Cuz my heart sinks

Walking these halls

Betraying the hopeless romantic

With my heart on my sleeve

Cuz my heart sinks

I’ll bury it

Betraying the hopeless romantic

With my heart on my sleeve

I’ll find all our photos

I’ll bur...

He walked away, her heart in tow,

She never knew his worth till now.

Regret's sharp sting, a bitter blow,

She yearns for one more chance, somehow.

She never knew his worth till now,

His absence, a relentless ache.

She yearns for one more chance, somehow,

To right the wrong, to change their fate.

His absence, a relentless ache,

She took for granted his undoubted love.

To right the wrong, to chang...

In the garden of love, roses bloom bright,

Two souls entwined, their hearts taking flight.

But love's gentle whispers turn into a roar,

As storm clouds gather, hearts torn to the core.

Two souls entwined, their hearts taking flight,

Embracing the joy, love's exquisite delight.

As storm clouds gather, hearts torn to the core,

In the wreckage of dreams, they search for more.

Embracing the joy, lov...

Can’t stop

Can’t stop hiding

Let me go

Let me go from this

Can’t stop hiding

You’ve never met me

Let me go from this

Who am I

You’ve never met me

I don’t even know

Who am I

How do I run away

I don’t even know

How to escape

How do I run away

From myself

How to escape

I’m hiding the key

From myself

I don’t want to be around

I’m hiding the key

Though I want to escape

I don’t want to be around...

(Sorry i was gone so long everyone, but i should be posting pretty normally from now on. And yes, the title is a Hamilton reference.)

You told me

The world would move on

Without you

Without us.

The world would move on

Without our parents, our children

Without us

The music would continue.

Without our parents, our children

There would still be a consistent beat

The music would continue

We can’t c...