If only I was good enough

Or even just enough

The line of always doing too much

But never doing enough

The line of of being sensitive

And still too numb

Intelligent but dumb

No matter what side I’m on I can never be enough

Just not my luck I guess

But who gives a fuck

Cursed to try and be better but can never be the best

7 nights of no rest

Life’s a mess

Before you realize

You haven’t even left your bed

Trapped in your head

Thinking ur better off dead

You make a few too many mistakes

And by the age of 21

You’ll be coughing up blood

And Trying to get air from ur lungs

Reflecting on ur life

All the way from putting that pill on ur tounge

To writing ur first song when you were young

Or the time you fell In love

And the bitch stabbed ur heart with a knife

Or the time

You got suspended because ur school found out about all those fights

God I wish I was enough

I don’t even write

I just vent till I feel alright

I write to run away from my problems

Because I mean out of sight out of mind

Am I right

But I got poor eye sight

So all my problems are always in the back of my mind

Am I right

Endless grind

Endless fight

But very little time

To make things right

So I’ll write until I feel alright

Alright

God I wish I was enough

God I wish I could stop being a problem for those i love

God I wish I wasn’t me

God I wish I can do more than what I can be

God I hate me

I can’t to right

Only wrong

I’m not even trying to hide it in my songs

If I could be better

The people around me wouldn’t have to suffer

And I could be happy with myself

and not hope to be another

If only I was enough

If only I was enough