“I always thought I would feel different”

But I didn’t

Because I couldn’t

“I always thought it would change things”

But it’s absence,

Because it shouldn’t ,

“I wondered what if we had this?”

But that was quashed,

Buried deep,

“I searched for it but only found a maw”

A bloodied mass of silence,

Tempered by hot uncertainty,

“Was this what I was supposed to find”

But they said it didn’t exist,

They said it had been taken

“I feel it at the edges of my sanity”

This is it,

I am sure of it,

“They had taken it from me, you and all of us”

Of course it has to be…

“Clarity”

…

Love you R