Thought I was 15 when I experienced that first high

Messing with them pills my mom took from time to time

But apparently I was already chasing it at 8-9

Can’t even remember guess that’s the work of a suppressed mind

Well regardless when I get those drugs inside my system feel like I got a clear mind

And I know it ain’t good but it numbs fine

And I know it ain’t good but I wish I was the other me all the time

Cuz I feel so invincible

Off a pill I can’t fucking feel

Off the smoke demons are invisible

Feels like they were never real

Everybody telling me I need to slow down

I need to fucking chill

If I don’t put these drugs down

I might really get killed

Maybe that’s what I’ve been chasing instead of the high

Guess only time will tell