I feel a slight dissatisfaction.

I don’t know why.

I’m a little anxious.

I’m on the last season of a show I like.

I have crushes on both of the main actors.

My crushes don’t feel satiated.

I don’t know what to do

To combat the feeling of loneliness,

The feeling of yearning.

I just keep thinking about it,

And feeling unsatisfied.

They feel further out of reach than ever before.

I’ve always wanted that kind of love.

I know I’m too young,

But a girl can dream right?

I dream all the time.

It’s an obsession.

And it’s sad,

Because I crave the connection

I know I can’t have.

I just want to think about her,

And pretend.