TV Show Love
I feel a slight dissatisfaction.
I don’t know why.
I’m a little anxious.
I’m on the last season of a show I like.
I have crushes on both of the main actors.
My crushes don’t feel satiated.
I don’t know what to do
To combat the feeling of loneliness,
The feeling of yearning.
I just keep thinking about it,
And feeling unsatisfied.
They feel further out of reach than ever before.
I’ve always wanted that kind of love.
I know I’m too young,
But a girl can dream right?
I dream all the time.
It’s an obsession.
And it’s sad,
Because I crave the connection
I know I can’t have.
I just want to think about her,
And pretend.