I’m screaming

I let my mask start to slip

My fake smile start to drop

I let these scars lay exposed

I’m crying out for help

I’m stuck in this pit

Ive called out to those whi claim to care

“God’s with you” paired with a heartless emoji

I’m yelling at a God who supposed to swear to never leave me

Painful silence in return

Love I once felt, he took back

I’m broken

I’m abandoned

I’m alone

I need help

Left alone with my mind

Where these thoughts weave and strangle my brain

Pulling against my hair

Ripping up my wrists

Pleading

Begging for it to stop

I’m being slowly killed by my own head

I’m drowning

I’m screaming

Can anyone hear me?