Dad, Why?
I was born on March 29th
My head full of hair and my eyes open wide
You saw me first, you proudly say
So why, oh why do you treat me this way?
I learn to write and paint with pride
My teacher says that I have learned to thrive
You say it’s a waste to send me to school
Mama says no and pays all the dues
You love my writings, you love my laugh
You and I click in a way that others couldn’t have
I miss you, Papa and I miss our talks
The ones where you made me feel I could be okay
But then I turned 12, and everything changed
I was a woman, and beauty remained
You couldn’t appreciate it just from afar
You took my innocence and left me to rot
I see other girls go to dances with their dads
And wonder, what I did to deserve that?
You killed, you loved, you laughed, and you lost
You served your country, and it came with a cost
I told my side and testified
I sat there and watched you with tears in my eyes
You sat there and made your highest offer
You’ll pay for my college, and stop talking to your daughter
But please tell me, at what point, does a man become a monster?