i love him

the way he makes me smile and laugh

even when the sky is stormy

or when the seas are in turmoil

i hate him

the way i depend on him so much

and how much i value his thoughts

though he doesn’t notice me

i don’t care

despite that dopey grin and annoying face

it doesn’t matter what i do

or who i pretend to be, it’s hopeless

i love him

i hate him

i don’t care.