Lonesome
I pull the flowers from my hair
And rehang my favorite dress
Return my shoes back to my closet
Dim the lights, ready for bed
I hear the music through the window
Hear them laughing down the hall
Did they notice I was missing?
Would they question it at all?
Try pretending nothing hurts me
Getting wrapped up in my phone
But tuning out the world around me
Is a horrid way to cope
No I never got an invite
Yes, it’s time to face the facts
Just these four walls keeping company
Might be getting to my head
An extrovert living an introvert’s life
Can only last so long
One of these days I’ll open the door
But til then I’ll keep building my walls