Self sabotage is a beautiful dance

A waltz, a tango, a ballroom romance

We fell in love on an October night

We became one to cure our own plight

Self sabotage tastes sweet on my teeth

I can taste her lipstick when she kisses me

It tastes like blood and cranberries

My pain fills her with energy

Self sabotage doesn’t care for me

She feeds me on rotting sweets

I bite the hand that feeds me

So maybe it’ll let me starve

Self sabotage and self mutilation

Self starvation and self degradation

I wish they loved me like I love them

But their love brings me to an end