okay,

but in my defense...

he was hot.

still,

I have no excuse...

other than my lack of mental stability.

but,

it's not like it's that bad...

he's only a couple years older.

well,

it's not like people don't have celebrity crushes three times their age...

I feel like hayden christensen is just a little hotter than him.

however,

dAMN LOOK AT THOSE ABS--

[This journal was confiscated by the assistant professor, and with the permission of the writer, will be thoroughly searched and analyzed for any inappropriate comments, behaviors, or drawings.]