What’s happened to our world?

One lost,

One gone.

I don’t know what’s happening anymore.

I’ve come and gone

I’ve left and stayed

I cried a lot today.

I’ve questioned a lot today

It’s horrible what’s happened.

Friends are disappearing fast

And I’m scared.

Something pulling me back down.

Something is taking me to the place I’ve been struggling to escape

For the last half a year.

Can you believe it.

I was starting to eat again.

Starting to smile again.

Starting to live again.

I was alright.

But no one is forever.

I miss the people I loose.

But why does this hurt so much?

I never met Canni in real life.

But he was a friend.

A true one.

He made me cry.

And I never even met him.

I never met Shadow Queen in real life.

And I’m really worried about her.

I don’t know what I will do if..

If I loose another friend.

They both have saved my life.

And I want to die about not being able to save one.

I try to hold on.

But everything hurts so much.

And I don’t know.

I don’t know anything anymore.

I believe anything anymore.

I can’t do anything anymore.