Why does it return?

I’m so tired of it.

Normally I never distance myself

But things are different

Why is that?

Did I do something to have that happen?

Am I being punished?

I’m trying.

I’m hurting

I’m sad.

And I don’t know why.

I don’t know why.

Usually there’s reasons.

But this time idk.

Omg why did it have to return

I felt better

I did

It was a wonderful year until December hit.

Why

Why

Why

Is it because of the lack of sun

The winter is killing me?

give me a reason for this feeling.