I do not look cheap

I am the most expensive thing you can buy to eat

I dont need to wipe off my makeup

To fit your image

I am not the little girl I once was

I have grown up

I look different now

Its ok to accept it

My life has changed

In more ways than one

For the good and the bad

Just please dont be sad

I put on the makeup

Dont judge me please

It makes me feel pretty

So refrain from the tease

I dont need to meditate

It dosent fix my broken body

The doctors know best

Over anybody

The doctor said to do something

I want kt to work

Dont bring my hopes down

With just a little smirk

I am trying hard but i want to cry

I take a deep breath

and wish my feeling a goodbye

So i can keep on a mask

I dont need you approval

Just your acceptance will do

Anyone would know

How i look up to you

My parents dont care

Thats all that should matter

Its a matter of expression

Your words dont flatter

So please look at me

And says nice words

Because you dont know the hole

I will go down