I’m

Tired

Of holding on to something that’s destroying me

It’s time to let my pride go and set me free

I don’t wanna wait another

Day

I’ve waited long enough

I can finally see the sun coming up

I’ve been in the shadows for too long

I’m grateful God showed me the light

I’ve been distant my whole

But I’m

Done

Running from you

Spent my whole life in these chains

Afraid

Of who I’d be without you

You said goodbye and I didn’t have you by my side

I wish you well

But I can no longer

Stand aside

And watch you sabatage

Both of us

Oh

I love you too death

But I can’t live the rest of my life in this darkness

I’m done

…

I wish you the best but

I’m not interested

In selling you more of my life

I’ve already given you too much

I

Don’t wanna lose you

I

Don’t wanna keep you

I

Hate you

I

Love you

I

Know that you mean well

But

I when I fail I don’t need you rubbing my face in it

And treating me like I’m less than you

Tell the truth

We both know I’d be better without you

I’ve been in your shoes

So don’t be a fool

And try to convince me I’m the issue

When you’re the root to my problems

I love you so much

But not enough

To let you drown the both of us

Ur chaining me up

Pulling me down

Making me hate myself

I don’t wanna leave

But that’s what I need

You left me no choice

I can’t just

Let you decieve me

And make me believe

I’m not deserving of love

You’re sabotaging

The little bit of faith that I have left

Haven’t I sacrificed enough for you

Hate seeing you cry

But I think it’s time

We let go and say our goodbyes

I’m gonna miss you so much

But I’m

Not gonna spend the rest of my life

Being held captive

By you

Lived my whole life in your chains

Afraid of who’d I’d be without you

You said goodbye

and I didn’t have you by my side

I wish you well but I

Can no longer stand aside

And watch you sabatage

Both of us

I love you too death but I

Can’t spend the rest of my in this darkness

I’m done

Yeah I’m done

This project even though not the full story wasn’t just a story of my drug addiction

It was me letting go of toxic relationships hate pride and everything that was keeping me down

Everyone has the will to break free

And I hope you do the same

Goodbye.