Why don’t I remember things?

So many memories

Gone

Gone

Gone

I remember my childhood

I remember the military

But recent memories?

Nope

Gone

Disappeared out of nowhere

I can’t seem to talk normally

The words get lost in my mind

And

I’m angry

I’m paranoid

But no one seems to know why

They look at me as if I’m crazy

But don’t they realize?

My memory

Is

_Poof_

Gone

Gone

Gone

And I have no idea why