Losing my trust.

Losing my mind.

Losing the hope that things will be alright.

Losing the game.

Going insane.

Rolling the dice and wishing things won’t stay the same.

Losing my confidence.

Losing my shame.

Losing my interest.

Losing myself in an ocean of pain,

Like I’ve got two pair and they have a straight

Or like my battleship sunk and I reacted too late.

Losing my winnings.

Losing my faith.

Like the cards have been stacked to my own dismay.

Maybe a simple game of jenga,

But the table starts to shake.

Losing all feeling.

Losing my joy.

Losing all hope that it’ll be over when I wake.