(Tw?⚠️)

Flipping through photos

Skimming theough Memories

I see the difference

I feel the ache

The little girl in the photos is not here

She hasn’t been for a while

Her effortless smiles

Her giggles of glee

Was that really ever me?

Hair straight

Just as she

But its not how it will be.

I wish I could go back

Sometimes i feel the guilt

This is not who I was supposed to become

I wonder if God is ...

Sit there and act for a vacant director,

Act as if you are not there,

Act as if it has never gone away,

When asked forgiveness accept what they say

For on the darkest of days,

Clouded contrasted haze,

Chose one thing

Love,

Love can be ones flint

And you can be ones torch

Holding the flame

Ignited by the spark

From before your final days...

I dont like being mean

It’s just my natural response

And anyone who could’ve told me

That it was wrong

Left before I could even walk

(Just a small poem from an even smaller person)...

A piece of me is missing

Not physically

I still dream of us kissing

But now im torn mentally

Your not entirely gone; your not even dead-

Yet i feel like someone tore my heart out

Stabbed it repeatedly, watched as it bled

You left without a goodbye, left me with doubt

What did i do?

Where did you go?

You left me for who?

Its not real, just no-

But then it your there

Laying so peacefully

Splayed ...

Why did you have to leave me

I’ve never felt more alone

I know you told me not to follow

You told me to make a future

But how can I when you’re not there

When you’re not beside me through it all

You made your choice to leave

And told me I should stay

But why couldn’t I come with you

Why did you have to go alone

Because I can’t imagine life without you

So now I’ll follow where you’ve gone

Y...

With a sense of growing unease, Lucian pushed through the ruins, his eyes scanning for any sign of Rylan. He had to find him; the mere thought of being apart from his friend for any stretch of time felt unbearable. But as the minutes ticked by, and the silence of Moonhallow's ruins weighed on him, Lucian's hope began to falter.

Just as he was about to give up, his ears caught a faint rustling sou...

It’s okay,

You didn’t mean to drop it,

People make mistakes

And it’s not their fault.

I mean

This one sort of is,

You could have caught it,

You could have saved it.

But you didn’t,

It’s slipped like butter

Out of your grasp

And onto the floor.

All that’s left now is…

Well…

Nothing,

Ha ha.

Let’s go over this again,

You slipped,

It dropped,

Whoops now it’s gone.

I pity you,...

Grandmas and Grandpas die,

This is fact.

The way of the world

in all her vicious glory.

This fact is largely accepted

and expected. We know the

old will perish but, even

then, they’re not easily mourned.

For mortality

to a human

is a spider’s web

to a fly.

Worse still

as not all

flies succumb

to such a fate.

We all

succumb to ours,

but, even then,

it is expected.

The unexpected

losses ...

Yesterday I read your messages.

I didn’t know you sent them.

They hit me like a blade,

Sharp, cutting, red of blood.

You told me it wasn’t fair I abandoned you,

You weren’t aware of my pain,

Of my demons.

But I think you knew.

You told me you would have left anybody for me

Cause you loved me.

But actually you didn’t care.

And I escaped

From my demons

From you

That’s pain

That’s life

That’s what y...

They told me, I’m better off alone.

Maybe I am ,but they’re not the ones crying in this big bed every night . It’s so lonely, and cold. I feel like I’m lying outside in the freezing snow, in the middle of the night.

It still tears me to pieces. I shake and I tremble as I curl into a ball .I pull my blankets over my head, trying to comfort myself.

I fall to my knees screaming “God help me please ...