Look I know I’m not a good person,a druggie,alcoholic, and a dealer. But another thing I am as well is a lover to my wife and kids. I know what I did is wrong but I don’t give a fuck(excuse me language) because what I did and what I’m willing to do is for them. There my life and I’m going to do whatever I can to help them. I love them. Without them I’m nothing. And I know that the defense is going to be like “well the wouldn’t want this. Blah blah blah.” I already know that and I still don’t care. I’m the bad in our family that brings good. So I have no feeling for this. Put me away.