If your hand could reach inside my heart,

what would you do with it?

if i opened my walls and let you back in,

would you break me again?

i love you

and i shouldn’t love you

not after everything

but is it so wrong to still want you,

to still need and crave you,

like an addiction left unsatisfied?

i want to let you in,

but how can i?

why is it that after all the time

i still can’t let you go?