Do you think about me

As much as I think about you?

Do you wonder how I’m doing,

Does your guilt ever pull through?

Do you have regrets?

Did you ever suspect

That I was not as alright

As I led on.

Why did you never ask?

Why did I devote all that energy into someone

who barely knows me,

And,

It’s over.

And I’m wondering what our friendship was worth.

Wondering if you ever knew the depth of my hurt.

Wondering why you said the things you said,

If I’m the villain in your head,

Do you write poems about me?

I always envied how you could share your vulnerability.

I always wondered if it was for the attention

Is that what you think of me…

Or did you forget I’m a person?