I am honest

I work hard

I put my blood

Sweat

And tears into what I deem worthy

I try my best everyday

You twist my words

And weave them into cruelty

I work my best

You outshine me

You put in no effort into your work

Your only inspiration is

Your urgency to be the best

Your urgency to be the best

Always racing ahead of me

With ease

Your sick smirk as you pass me in my passion

Tirelessly I reach for the spotlight I deserve

I deserve this

I truly do

You cannot imagine how hard I work

Everyday I better myself

Everyday you only walk forward

To see me biting your dust

Oh how I want to

Break your legs

To pass you

How I want to

Rip your mouth from your face

To never hear your cocky voicd again

How I want to

Shove your hand

Into the spindle you weave your lies on

To make people see me how I deserve to be seen

I want to be seen how I deserve to be seen

You cut off my ties to the people I care about

You feed them your slop

And bundle them in you warm blanket of lies

The one that paints me as cruel

Now I will paint the picture

A picture in dark red paint

Soon you won’t be able to do this anymore

I need to see you hurt

Not a mental spiral

I need to see you hurt

I need to feel you hurting

There must be tears

There must be some kind of reward

For me finally standing up to you

Maybe you not being around

Is reward enough