I have to tell you now

Even though i don’t know if i’m ready

No time like the present i guess

heh

People always say that now is a gift

And you always looked at it that way

Live in the moment or you haven’t lived at all

_Carpe diem_

you always said

I always told you to be careful

Or that would end up on your grave

I was joking of course

Ironic

Apparently i’ve never lived

Always second guessing

Looking Forward

Looking back

Let me rephrase

I never lived

Unless you were around

And now your below me

And there’s only a past for you

No future

So i guess this is my confession

And my apology

I should have told you when you were here

Making things better

I guess this is my i love you

And my wish for something better

So

I love you

Past.

future.

_and_

Present

Even if you can’t love me back anymore.