If only I wasn’t so sensitive.

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If only I didn’t always bring up the past.

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If only I wasn’t always needing help with everything.

If only you could have listened to me, instead of ignoring me like I didn’t exist.

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_If you could have valued me for all that God created me for, I could’ve _

been so much more.

Nobody sees me still and it’s absolutely maddening!

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If only you didn’t try to mold me into your perfect little doll, to display for all your family and friends.

If you cared about me and loved me unconditionally , think about what my life could have been.

I’m screaming inside my head , this war it never ends.

My chronic PTSD is killing me.

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