How I Find Relief
TW
When life gives me lemons
I have trouble making lemonade
I mean when life is difficult who makes lemonade
We all look for an escape
My escape lies within the knife on the counter
When I’m frustrated and sad
The whispers increase
The tingling in my arm
The shaking of my hand
I want one thing and that is too cut
Quickly I grab the knife
The blade is cool in my hands
I lock myself behind a door
I’m all prepared
I run the blade accros my skin
Once
Twice
Thrice
I run it over and over in different spots
The blood runs down my arm
The sensation of peace comes quickly
Final whispers wandered away without care