As my words escape jumbled as my voice is mumbled . But there are bump a tightening hump embedded into my throat .

A lump in my throat the weight of my anxiety causing me to choke this isn’t a joke im struggling to speak I’m just too weak .

I’m silenced by fear every time someone comes near , no one ever stop to hear how I struggling to sustain my life the one full of pain they probably think I’m insane .

Can you see my hands trembling as my heart silent drum beats to anxiety hum . All I want to do is fly but im too shy to take the leap in case I fall too deep .

Can you hear me ?

Please listen its all I plead in hopes I can be set free away from the dread that’s constantly fed to no longer lay in the bed of misery .