I think I’m mad at me

I think I loved you more

Than I loved myself

And I think that’s the issue

I was willing to SETTLE for your wishes

So I could keep you

When I really wanted you for only me

But love

I guess it makes you do silly little things

We were supposed to be “chained”

To each other

To this way of life together

But you cut the cord

And my, my how we unraveled

How I shattered

How you broke me

You apologized

But what is sorry, really?

It’s just a word

When you don’t back it with action

And you played me

Strung me along

Taught me

That your word means nothing

Taught me

To stop being ‘silly’