Writing Prompt

Change. So inevitable

How one little choice

Impacts the rest of your being

One small sound

One small action

The way a miniscule impact

Could cause unavoidable damage

You watch what you say

You watch what you do

But no matter how hard you try

Change chases you

Hiding yourself

Fearing the future

The life you knew

Would fade forever

Missing the past

The feeling of poetry

Words put together

So ...

These feelings I feel

Towards the one who is you,

They are all of hatred,

And I want you to know,

I truly mean every

Cruel word

I say.

In my eyes,

You are no human…

No…

You’re a sickeningly hideous

Devil-like creature.

I despise you with a

Passion

So strong that it’s

Unheard of.

To put it simply,

I wish you would just

Disappear

From my life.

I hate you ever so much,

For after all the shit you...

Favor the honor of it all

Hardships have gone, lost to time

The unfathomable has already happened

Let it sink in, slowly,

Let it be a sycophant in your bloodstream

Our terrors decay

The earth restores its streams

Its a pleasure to work hard

In it we fight

Fight for the honor of those past,

And do it for those now

Don’t step down....

I still remember those words in my head;

About what he said and what they said

“ You are not enough”

My ego is too bruised to be wanting to believe that

Life is a unnecessarily complicated game in a platform word where you play , it sucked you in and out

My life wasn’t any different but my ego has been bruised

Time and again, time and again

That I had enough of it

I .. wanted to get rid of t...

They thought they could break me.

Thought they could grind me down,

Thought they could crumple my heart.

Well, they certainly could.

And they did.

But I don’t care about that anymore.

I don’t care my mother is worried

I don’t care my only escape is music.

I don’t care about anything anymore

Except getting them back.

Stabbing them through the heart.

Pinning them down.

Ripping their flesh

Just li...

_God_, I hated him,

Wished he was dead,

He was a pain in my ass,

A dagger in my back.

I despised him in every way,

I had every right to,

He hurt me until I broke down,

Betrayed me until I sank.

How did I ever trust him?,

Was I too blind to notice his glaring red flags?,

What about him made me soft?,

What about him made me weak?

And the funny thing is, he had no remorse,

No shame, no guilt,

No c...

We’re supposed to be

Booed up

I should have known

That wouldn’t be the case

You’re so busy thinkin’

About you and them

While you pretend we

Will ever be an us

What’s it like

Having your love returned

And not thrown away?

I’d like to find out

For myself!

But since you’re

Obviously preoccupied

I’ll have to learn THAT

From someone else!...

I can hear the thrum of boots on cobblestone in 1920

The strangled cries of our grandmothers

The suffragettes who’s nails broke and bled grasping for our futures

A future of righting wrongs, their shouts and signs a shove of momentum for daughters who may never know the truth and violence in not having a choice

I can hear school girls weeping in the bathroom

Staring at pink lines as their friend ...

There’s nothing to forgive if you’re not sorry,

and no one should feel less than who they are!

Still, you walk bravely, while the world around you

gets smaller.

To hate would be too much, you don’t deserve it,

and this time I won’t be the noble one!

So if you feel the need to walk towards me,

ignore it.

Naive I was, to see in you the kindness

that you are wearing like a second skin!

Well, now I...

I hate you

Yes, I do

I'm being honest

You are the reason I still can't forgive myself

This mess you've made,

It follows me regardless

Of what I do, or if i'm by myself

You are my hatred, cuddled up on silver platter

And washed away with coming of earthquake

Splashing far beyond intended matter

And crawling back to my mind once more

You hate me too

You said it, years before that

Your gaze was bu...